Last Friday, my Video Production Final was due, however because I had other projects that I needed to take care of first, the editing rooms got filled up before I had a chance to work on it so I wound up not doing it. I told myself that I would do it over the weekend, and turn it in later, but I haven't yet.

The thing is, I don't know why, but I've been shirking working on the final in order to work on other things. I found out I'm behind in my Business class so I spent all day yesterday catching up. Today I've spent all day preparing for my Western History final, an essay that's not due until 16th. Tomorrow I think I'll prepare for my business class presentation, I just don't want to deal with video production.

I know I should be working on the final, but whenever I look at the video tape, honestly I feel like I'm going to throw up. I don't know why. I know I haven't lost my love of video editing, but for some reason thinking about this project makes me sick to my stomach. Maybe it's because I needed to shoot my own footage and I hate working with a video camera so I'm becoming over anxious seeing my footage in Final Cut. I'm not a camera person, I'm not cut out for it, I'd much prefer someone else shoot the film and me edit it with their input. Of course that's not remotely realistic huh...

I don't know, maybe it's just nerves. Is this normal? I should probably talk to my teacher...


Unrelated: I'm tossing around the idea of fandubbing Axis Powers Hetalia, I'll put up more details when I get more episodes and some scripts finished.